Brave New World

For some odd reason I feel like having soma. Anyways, I'm back. Kinda. We'll see how this goes. I haven't felt like writing much the past few months at diaryland site. But, we'll give it a shot here and see what happens.

My love life, if you can call it that, is sort of heating up. It's basically at the unthawing stage. Nobody has, to my knowledge, ever really liked me before. But then you lose 100 pounds and then all of sudden the women come crawling out of the woodwork. One of my friends that I have known for about 5 years says she really likes me and thinks we should be together. I flat out told her no and I said that I couldn't date her. I'm just not interested, I told her. Was that wrong? Should I not have said that? Was that too harsh? I always thought women wanted honesty, but apparently they don't. I told her, and I quote, "I can feed you lies or I can tell you the honest truth..." about how I feel about you. I opted to tell the truth, especially since I was buzzed. But, I would've anyways because we have had this conversation a few times before and each time I haven't budged an inch.

I'm not sure whatelse there is to say at the moment. So, I'm heading out. Good day.